1. Hello, I’m back to tumblr. But I decided to post my life instead of the usuals. Well, let me start off randomly. J I haven’t sleep since yesterday – but I spend my sleeping time watching videos.I felt so pissed when the media talks bad things to my religion.Fcukyoupeople, I’m proud to be a muslim and I never regret being one of them.Oh yes, and stop criticising others if others don’t criticise you in the first place.So, be mature. Apologies of my irrelevant confessions. Hee. Anyway, let me share to you what happened recently to me. Apart from all the fake happiness I experienced, I realised something – I’m really a fcuking sadist. Let me explain briefly.Firstly, family – I was being an ignorant member; getting all the love and care but I refused to impress them with something positive, perhaps, my schoolresults. LSecondly, relationship – I’m confused. I’m lost. I swear to god that I wanted this relationship to last horribly, cause I was confident that we love each other and nothing can break us apart. But, arguments of jealousy and ego brings us to this situation whereby he(not assuming) was the one who asks for breakups, moving on and etc. Unfortunately, I’ve been labelled too, yes, by him. I admit, I am. I’m sorry.Thirdly, school – I didn’t cope well. Planning to Junior College is an impossible(according to my sister) with those kind of marks. Teachers don’t give any support or encouragement, but punishments and lectures. Like for example; Mrs _________ mentioned, “you are going nowhere, just waste a freaking year, why don’t you just sign in to ITE instead?”Fcuked up, I WISH I could only complain to the MOE department or something. Damn. LLastly, myself – I’m a plain dumbass currently, really. I feel like being a retard or a baby or a genius, fcuuuk~ Okay, guess what, skip this, I really suck at introducing myself ^^ Well, since it’s june holidays, anyone offers any job vacancy now? I want atleast a daily or weekly pay. Yes, part-time. Any shifts will do. J Oh, and I’m not interested of being a hostess or whatsoever cleaner you’re going to recommend. Please, I warn you. By the way, maybe – this coming 2nd July 2011, Saturday, there will be a Singapore Kuda Kepang Event at Malay Village, Geylang. Around 1300 to 1900. Do come down and support them. Am I coming? No. Cause maybe I’m performing. MAYBE, if they going to give me money or awards, I don’t mind. Wee~ Don’t come if you dislike matreps and minahreps, cause there going to be tons of them. No joke. I’m serious. But do come and enjoy the performance, cause I pity the Indonesian organizer of creating this event to promote their Java culture, I doubt. Okay, if you want any information, please seek help from the FACEBOOK. _|_ Guess what? Did you know that I went to Universal Studio Singapore(USS) already! :D :D :DOh, with boyf celebrating our 9th monthsary together. And we went for free. :P :P :P Luckyyy rightttszxc. ^^ Anyway, it was freaking fun and enjoyable. Even though we did argue because of the food. Erm, okay, yeah, it was freaking 98765432123456789 times way better than any attractions. If there’s any tourist reading my tumblr now, I recommend you to go to that specific place I mentioned above. It’s cheap, for adults, its only $40.00/- (okay fake, I’m not sure either). Yeah! Do go there and bring camera and autograph book, ahaaakszxc. For the fun of it, damn it. Im missing my Samsung Corby II. Such a waste. It’s a gift from my dad, dude. OHMYGAYYY, when the hell is fathers’ day? Fcuuuk, I think I shall just give him a peck of kiss <3 <3 <3 Yay ^^ So anyway, let me try talking in my mother tongue language(TAMIL, eh I mean, MALAY), since some of you people might be taking your ‘O’ level Mother Tongue Orals and Papers soon. Ahaaa, good luck. I had mine last year, so yeah. Ehem. Angin di tepi pantai meniup ke mukaku dengan sepoi-sepoi bahasa. Matrep dan minahrep bermula jalan bersat-sat menujui ke arahku. Aku binggung. Tiba-tiba, mereka… WTF, apa aku merepek siaaakszxc~Kay la, betul-betul k? Sekarang, saya berada di Yishun kedua saya. Cuaca sekarang amat sedap untuk tidur. Phuuuh. Dan saya mahu berakhir kata-kata saya , rumah di sini kerana mata saya tidak boleh

    Hello, I’m back to tumblr. But I decided to post my life instead of the usuals. Well, let me start off randomly. J

    I haven’t sleep since yesterday – but I spend my sleeping time watching videos.
    I felt so pissed when the media talks bad things to my religion.
    Fcukyoupeople, I’m proud to be a muslim and I never regret being one of them.
    Oh yes, and stop criticising others if others don’t criticise you in the first place.
    So, be mature.

    Apologies of my irrelevant confessions. Hee. Anyway, let me share to you what happened recently to me. Apart from all the fake happiness I experienced, I realised something – I’m really a fcuking sadist. Let me explain briefly.
    Firstly, family – I was being an ignorant member; getting all the love and care but I refused to impress them with something positive, perhaps, my schoolresults. L
    Secondly, relationship – I’m confused. I’m lost. I swear to god that I wanted this relationship to last horribly, cause I was confident that we love each other and nothing can break us apart. But, arguments of jealousy and ego brings us to this situation whereby he(not assuming) was the one who asks for breakups, moving on and etc. Unfortunately, I’ve been labelled too, yes, by him. I admit, I am. I’m sorry.
    Thirdly, school – I didn’t cope well. Planning to Junior College is an impossible(according to my sister) with those kind of marks. Teachers don’t give any support or encouragement, but punishments and lectures. Like for example; Mrs _________ mentioned, “you are going nowhere, just waste a freaking year, why don’t you just sign in to ITE instead?”
    Fcuked up, I WISH I could only complain to the MOE department or something. Damn. L
    Lastly, myself – I’m a plain dumbass currently, really. I feel like being a retard or a baby or a genius, fcuuuk~ Okay, guess what, skip this, I really suck at introducing myself ^^

    Well, since it’s june holidays, anyone offers any job vacancy now? I want atleast a daily or weekly pay. Yes, part-time. Any shifts will do. J Oh, and I’m not interested of being a hostess or whatsoever cleaner you’re going to recommend. Please, I warn you.

    By the way, maybe – this coming 2nd July 2011, Saturday, there will be a Singapore Kuda Kepang Event at Malay Village, Geylang. Around 1300 to 1900. Do come down and support them. Am I coming? No. Cause maybe I’m performing. MAYBE, if they going to give me money or awards, I don’t mind. Wee~ Don’t come if you dislike matreps and minahreps, cause there going to be tons of them. No joke. I’m serious. But do come and enjoy the performance, cause I pity the Indonesian organizer of creating this event to promote their Java culture, I doubt. Okay, if you want any information, please seek help from the FACEBOOK. _|_

    Guess what? Did you know that I went to Universal Studio Singapore(USS) already! :D :D :D
    Oh, with boyf celebrating our 9th monthsary together. And we went for free. :P :P :P Luckyyy rightttszxc. ^^ Anyway, it was freaking fun and enjoyable. Even though we did argue because of the food. Erm, okay, yeah, it was freaking 98765432123456789 times way better than any attractions. If there’s any tourist reading my tumblr now, I recommend you to go to that specific place I mentioned above. It’s cheap, for adults, its only $40.00/- (okay fake, I’m not sure either). Yeah! Do go there and bring camera and autograph book, ahaaakszxc. For the fun of it, damn it.

    Im missing my Samsung Corby II. Such a waste. It’s a gift from my dad, dude. OHMYGAYYY, when the hell is fathers’ day? Fcuuuk, I think I shall just give him a peck of kiss <3 <3 <3 Yay ^^

    So anyway, let me try talking in my mother tongue language(TAMIL, eh I mean, MALAY), since some of you people might be taking your ‘O’ level Mother Tongue Orals and Papers soon. Ahaaa, good luck. I had mine last year, so yeah. Ehem.

    Angin di tepi pantai meniup ke mukaku dengan sepoi-sepoi bahasa. Matrep dan minahrep bermula jalan bersat-sat menujui ke arahku. Aku binggung. Tiba-tiba, mereka… WTF, apa aku merepek siaaakszxc~
    Kay la, betul-betul k? Sekarang, saya berada di Yishun kedua saya. Cuaca sekarang amat sedap untuk tidur. Phuuuh. Dan saya mahu berakhir kata-kata saya , rumah di sini kerana mata saya tidak boleh

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