1. Dear boyf,I thought you were the chosen only one, to love me, to take care of me, to understand me, to comfort me, to be with me and go through any obstacles together with me. But it ended up of misunderstanding. You assumed that there’s many guys out there waiting for me, there’s no fate between you and me, there’s no point of being together and all the negative phrases you will spit it out to me when you’re mad as a lion. I don’t want all these dear. I don’t expect it to happen. I had always enjoy and feel so jubilant whenever i’m with you regardless of our distance apart or whatever. I had never, i swear, no intention of being with others, cause you’re the best i ever had, i was fated, yes fated, with you. Even though many people said i was stupid to be with you (eg. your mum), cause you’ve got the looks, education and wealth where girls are easily attracted to you, and me, i’ve got nothing, and i still spent all the time, money and whatever to you, i repeat, all. i’m not joking. i don’t mind if you don’t care or you don’t realise. cause atleast i see a smile from your face. eventhough you’re in a big pain or trouble, i’ll always be there to help you. dirty jokes with others which affects my feelings won’t change any of me being with you. all i had wanted was happiness from you. i sacrifice every thing, and mostly everything i had on you. what else do you want from me? nothing? i gave you all my support to make you be successful. i gave you all the effort to ensure that you’re not starving. if one day, if im dead, i wish someone will replace me, taking care of you every single second, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years. all the scoldings, lectures and whatever you had done to me, i appreciate your kindness, cause i know you’ve done it cause i deserve it and it a lesson learnt for me. eventhough my age is a far apart from you, it didn’t matter much to me. but maturity of relationship isn’t a big deal, really. i do regret that i did make you sad, angry cause it was had always been my fault, my freaking big mouth. perhaps, i’ve apologised for my wrong doings. i didn’t mean to. i was just lack of discipline. oh boy, it was the most sweetest thing when you said you’re the only one i love and i accept you to be with me, you aren’t like other girls you and i knew. i do accept all the insults you had given to me, cos i admit, i am one of what you’ve insulted. i just want to know deeply in your heart, i know you do still love me, don’t you?I love you as my boyfriend, my husband and the only male exist in my whole life.Thank you for reading. God bless. Takecare. Amin.-Tty.

    Dear boyf,

    I thought you were the chosen only one, to love me, to take care of me, to understand me, to comfort me, to be with me and go through any obstacles together with me. But it ended up of misunderstanding. You assumed that there’s many guys out there waiting for me, there’s no fate between you and me, there’s no point of being together and all the negative phrases you will spit it out to me when you’re mad as a lion. I don’t want all these dear. I don’t expect it to happen. I had always enjoy and feel so jubilant whenever i’m with you regardless of our distance apart or whatever. I had never, i swear, no intention of being with others, cause you’re the best i ever had, i was fated, yes fated, with you. Even though many people said i was stupid to be with you (eg. your mum), cause you’ve got the looks, education and wealth where girls are easily attracted to you, and me, i’ve got nothing, and i still spent all the time, money and whatever to you, i repeat, all. i’m not joking. i don’t mind if you don’t care or you don’t realise. cause atleast i see a smile from your face. eventhough you’re in a big pain or trouble, i’ll always be there to help you. dirty jokes with others which affects my feelings won’t change any of me being with you. all i had wanted was happiness from you. i sacrifice every thing, and mostly everything i had on you. what else do you want from me? nothing? i gave you all my support to make you be successful. i gave you all the effort to ensure that you’re not starving. if one day, if im dead, i wish someone will replace me, taking care of you every single second, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years. all the scoldings, lectures and whatever you had done to me, i appreciate your kindness, cause i know you’ve done it cause i deserve it and it a lesson learnt for me. eventhough my age is a far apart from you, it didn’t matter much to me. but maturity of relationship isn’t a big deal, really. i do regret that i did make you sad, angry cause it was had always been my fault, my freaking big mouth. perhaps, i’ve apologised for my wrong doings. i didn’t mean to. i was just lack of discipline. oh boy, it was the most sweetest thing when you said you’re the only one i love and i accept you to be with me, you aren’t like other girls you and i knew. i do accept all the insults you had given to me, cos i admit, i am one of what you’ve insulted. i just want to know deeply in your heart, i know you do still love me, don’t you?

    I love you as my boyfriend, my husband and the only male exist in my whole life.

    Thank you for reading. God bless. Takecare. Amin.

    -Tty.

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