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I kept thinking and i decided that i shall blog about you in my tumblr once in a while :)
(showing off to people my hot boyfriend katekan -.-)To my most handsome-est boyfriend/husband,
You’re one of the most sweetest yet amazing person i had in my life ever. Even though i had been greatly rude to you, you’re the only one who could be patient and chill with my extreme ego attitude. Thats why i loves only you so freaking much. Only god knows how i felt towards you. I appreciate what you had given me, all the happiness & joy memories and sadness & pain sufferings i experienced with you. Being with you wasn’t a regret at all. Regardless of distance, i had never stop missing and loving you alone. I never wanted to leave you alone without me, too. I promise i won’t let you go even though i had too (death). I only need you by my side, and that’s all i want till my last breath. My love for you was never a fullstop, it had been wider than the ocean, deeper than the sea, higher than the sky and stronger than the heartbeat (phuuuh~). No matter how ego you are like me, how mad you are like a bull, or how whatever that makes me uncomfortable, i still always do love you continuously. The only thing i pray and hope from god is to be with you till death comes and brings us apart. Spending my time with you was never a waste. (eventhough you always kept entertaining your iPhone :/ ) Afterall, you’re not like any other typical guy i had been with or knew, you’re one of a kind, dear. I thank god i met you :) and i had always been happy being by your side. I will take care of you whenever im there and have the effort to support you. But i do admit i may not be the greatest, prettiest, richest and smartest girlfriend/wife you have, but i’ll be the one always standing next to you no matter what it takes. I just hope our relationship will never end, amin. :( i’m sorry i don’t give you a lot of attention as what you had always wanted, i’m sorry i make your life the worst of the worst ever, and lastly, i’m sorry for everything. Please, forgive me.
Till here, i would like to sleep now. Goodnight. :)